that airhead filled with smoke<3

Sunday, August 20, 2006

♥ 12:47 AM

sometimes i dont wish to hold on
to hold back to that awful past
but i cant bring myself to forget
all the times we spend
and happiness we shared
completely changed due to dissatisfaction of oneself
and jealousy
and the "looking good".
somehow, i just feel awful

on the thought of my friends.
maybe its just the last one
that make me think im not good enough
and apparently i just change
to appear better and everything
i dont know. but i just am sick and tired
of everything.
pretending to be happy.
and i just read steph's blog.

i really wonder somehow whether she is talking about me
self conscious, i dont know
i just wish all things would stop
i hate it now. im stuck
in a way that no one seem to be able to get me out
hidden in a maze
where theres no way out. im stuggling really i am.

steph if you think i became anything
no fear to speak out
i asked you umpteen times whether you think so.
but you said no.
and i was relieved but now, i aint too sure
im just sick of everything.
you being not able to relate to me
being frank with me

are we even best friends? i wonder.
i just kinda think that
you dont trust me enough
or even, think of me as someone im not
im just hurt by everything

im tearing im crying
please teach me to stop
i cant seem to stop it from flowing
just.. pardon me from all these.
i am just letting go of all these hurt that happened
im sick
im tired
so leave me be.

jo, i just wanna thank you for being forever there
it seems like you can read my mind
and i can read yours
like now, you suddenly said
hi and all.
i was so shocked but yet glad
i started pouring out to you
your words so true just got me thinking
and i thank you for everything.
every moment we share, is like a million bucks.
thanks for being frank to me
thanks for telling me when im changed.
thanks for comforting me
thanks for changing me
thanks for being so noble and humble
thanks for just every little thing you do.

i appreciate it. really i do.
oh and i bought you cadbury boost.
enjoy it(:

simple words simple life
we shared them and enjoyed them
you never seem to leave me
neither did you abandon me
for all these things you did
aspire me to be just like you

just like you. oh yeah just like you..

thank you for this moment
i gotta say its true
those feelings are just precious
i dont vow for infedility
but i vow for everlasting friendship.

<3

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

ANGIE
02121991
SAGGITAURUS
GREEN FREAK
full 15:D till 2007.
mg. wootwoot(:

Y GOD
Y SLEEPING
Y SHOPPING
Y ~~SOCIALISING~~
Y MY GIRLFRIENDS !
Y my handphone to chat(:

x LIARS
x DOING HOMEWORK OR RATHER SCHOOL
x TWO TIMERS
x backstabbers!

&& all i want this year are my As for Os &i'll be more than
SATISFIED<3

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